i need these to complete my life, anything good that happened after would just be considered a bonus

Where can I buy them? Must have T~T

Those are handmade, you can't buy them. This tutorial shows how to make them.

I made my own with a different method from the Pixiv link there. Remember ShrinkyDinks, where you'd draw and/or color on plastic, cut those out, and then bake them so they'd shrink down and become thicker and more durable? Well, they make plastic you can print on with an inkjet these days, and so I made this .

Front and back are blown-up versions of the original Alice image from the parent, and the middle black layer is an enlarged outline colored in with a Sharpie before baking. The subsequent small layers I superglued together. I think it came out quite well, though I suck at photography. (Oh, and the shanghai_doll tokens are from Scarlet Weather Rhapsody sprites.)

Sincere said:

Well, they make plastic you can print on with an inkjet these days, and so I made this .

That looks really nice.