due to many things that happened throughout the year i have become discouraged from drawing and has left me in a depressive state. i thought i was really done for when it comes to art. thats when i realized all this time i was chasing numbers and validation from other. seeing AI art expand played into that too making me feel like im in a losing battle, but i guess i was dumb to think this way~ i draw becoz i love it and i love the characters i draw. and when i saw Raidian, a character drawn by one of my fave artist Azling4 it gave me inspiration to draw this and this time i enjoyed it~! and hope everyone who sees this too. <3

incase pixiv lowers quality (i dont really know how it works)
https://x.com/Cloverse6/status/1869000419101622649