Somehow the last sentence sounds cooler in Japanese than in English... Maybe because repetition is more common in Japanese.

Also, did I use "disrelish" correctly here? It sounds wrong.

Superego: According to Freud's psychoanalytic theory of personality, the superego is the component of personality composed of our internalized ideals that we have acquired from our parents and from society. The superego works to suppress the urges of the id and tries to make the ego behave morally, rather than realistically.

id: the personality component made up of unconscious psychic energy that works to satisfy basic urges, needs, and desires. The id operates based on the pleasure principle, which demands immediate gratification of needs.

Id is the "monster/saint" of you. A part in which you couldn't control unless (an) extreme external influences were incurred and destroyed the monitoring process of superego.