I got a little carried away making this story 😅

"My brother is a real nerd! Today, his friend came over. They wanted to play video games together. He’s supposedly an adult, yet he still plays these silly video games! He’ll never find a girlfriend that way! But before they even sat down in front of the TV, this idiot remembered he left the second joystick at work. And this jerk had the nerve to ask me to entertain his friend while he quickly went to and from work. Oh God… How am I supposed to entertain him? I don’t even know what to say. What should we talk about? What if he thinks I’m boring? Or stupid? Why do I even care what he thinks of me? Oh God… It’s all so silly! My brother is an idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! He could have warned me in advance that we’d have guests...
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Well, at least my brother managed to find some normal friends. His friend turned out to be quite decent. I was afraid he’d be just as much of a geek as my brother. But he’s very nice and cheerful. We’ve been chatting and laughing for half an hour straight, as if we’ve known each other for ages. I’ve never talked so freely and happily with boys before. Oh God… He’s so cute! I wonder if he likes me? I wish I knew what he thinks of me. Does he have anyone special? Surely he’s already dating some beauty. And for him, I’m just the younger sister of his friend whom he has to entertain. Oh God… That’s probably how it is! I hate myself! Why am I so foolish? I just hope he doesn’t think I’m boring. And where is my brother? How much longer will he be gone? I’ll probably ruin everything if he doesn’t hurry back…
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Is that it? Is this the end? He’s probably already bored and about to leave! Ask him something! Anything! Don’t stay silent! Ask him what he’s doing tonight! No! Wait! He’ll think I’m imposing! Ask something else! Find out if he has a girlfriend! Wait! That’s obvious! He’s probably been dating someone for a while! He’ll think I’m silly if I didn’t realize that right away! Oh God, God, God… Why can’t I think of anything else? I’ve been silent for too long! Ask something already, please!
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Oh God! How did this all happen? I remember asking him if he’d like to look at my panties. I was ready to sink into the ground. But he’s so sweet. Why is his smile so adorable? It’s not fair; boys shouldn’t be able to smile like that. Just act confident! Nothing is happening. Oh God… My heart will betray me! He probably hears it pounding in my chest. Calm down! NOTHING IS HAPPENING! He’s just looking. It’s normal. Oh God! Why can’t I look at him? If I do, everything will end! DON’T LOOK AT HIM! Calm down! Oh God… Why is everything itching there?
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OH GOD! HOW MUCH TIME HAS PASSED? OH GOD… OH GOD… OH GOD… Let my brother disappear! Let him never come back!.. Oh God!.. He’ll definitely ruin everything for me!.. OH!.. He’ll ruin it all!.. Oh God… Ohhhhh GOD! YESSSSS!

Source: https://twitter.com/NaytLayt24/status/1822787954466852989

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For now, I’m taking a break from Iona and doing my first comms work that I promised! Her name is Ark =3

Source: https://www.deviantart.com/naytlayt/art/Comms-1-1084889294