It hurts. Everything hurts so much. I want to cry but I can't because I know she is just a worker in a larger cog and it's not as if she's dead or anything but, it still hurts. I shouldn't feel this way but its as if watching someone who I actually admire and like vanish before my eyes, to be nothing but a distant memory that I doubt I will even remember.
I knew it would happen eventually, as with all good thing yet...yet... It just hurts so much.
It hurts. Everything hurts so much. I want to cry but I can't because I know she is just a worker in a larger cog and it's not as if she's dead or anything but, it still hurts. I shouldn't feel this way but its as if watching someone who I actually admire and like vanish before my eyes, to be nothing but a distant memory that I doubt I will even remember.
I knew it would happen eventually, as with all good thing yet...yet... It just hurts so much.
Please seek professional help.
It's ok to be sad about an actor retiring, but to be this distraught is not healthy.
