I can confirm, even if you have a lucid dream, you can't control it completely.

Though it is cute to see Murakumo's conscious battling her subconscious.

Eboreg said:

Though it is cute to see Murakumo's conscious battling her subconscious.

Literally unable to be honest with herself.

Mithiwithi said:

Literally unable to be honest with herself.

It's more like she's scared of what her desires mean and would lead to, so she's keeping a lid on them. I mean, if she just rolls over and goes lovey-dovey at this point, he'll just take it as an invitation for round-the-clock groping, and he's not really ready/mature enough to actually commit.