Sigh...I got dumped again...I always unconsciously talk about Sayo and make them angry.In the end, I still haven't gotten over her just yet.Desperately looking for a lover just so I can forget about her...Even though I'm in college now...I'm a wreck...I still haven't grown up at all...Even though I should have already given it up, the feeling that I had back then......still remains strong inside of me.Even now...My first love was the little sister 5 years younger than me back home.To Sayo... I still...