Don't want to lose...I...That's why.I don't want to think that it was inevitable that we lost, using reasons......is myself. Even though I want them to accept us like peers.Some part inside of me is still looking for them to spoil us cause we are still unskilled.like "the opponents were well experienced" or "we were unskilled."Not like that.What I hate the most...That's...I did get frustrated thinking that Kitakami-san did not have any expectation from us.Right? If possible, I really want to look back at Kitakami-san after we won.