And soWith things like thisI keep finding fault with Yuugieven a heavy-drinking carefree oni like herMy lover is...carefree.I curse my power and myself.In contrast to thatI am pessimistic, gloomy...And deeply jealous.I wonder if my power affects my personality.Or the other way around.Unable to reach a clear answer even if I think about itover every trivial thing.I've been resting on my laurels as a loverProbably...and getting overly dependent as of late...is perhaps...No, definitely...