this counts as netorare right?

Only if your crush, who doesn't know you exist, being in a relationship and seen by you somehow counts.
It's not cheating if it's a one-sided, parasocial attachment.

Incineration said in comment #2581766:

Only if your crush, who doesn't know you exist, being in a relationship and seen by you somehow counts.
It's not cheating if it's a one-sided, parasocial attachment.

hmmm... do we have a bss tag?

https://dic.pixiv.net/a/BSS

Referencing this image, which is AI-generated: post #10267106

Not sure how to tag this.