Tower Arcana: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder!

Helmet reference to Full Metal Jacket: So much awesome win right there.

Other than the reference,I totally see the meaning.

"No matter how far I run, how hard I try to escape it. I am a soldier and a killer, born to kill and to die trying, I will never escape this truth...and neither will you!" (Input "I will face myself!" Here.)

"On Mare Crisium, the solar wind doesn't suck---it blows."

You are just a weapon Reisen, nothing more.