It's like, this is her life. These walls. This gun. These papers which consume her. Targets. Intelligence. She's a bounty hunter or assassin. A warrior. This is the kind of grim work she does for a living. This is the life she has chosen.
cutting said: Would she be able to handle it, seriously.
.500 SW isn't actually that bad, the weight of the weapon and relatively slow burning powder help smoothen out the recoil. It's more of a strong push than a kick. It'll still punish you if your stance sucks, but you won't be losing any teeth over it. Personally, I find .357 in snub-nosed revolvers or .40 in lightweight semi-autos much less pleasant to shoot.