Maybe so...I don't understand...To please the judges, I begin to lose sight of myself...That's why I quit being a painter.In the end, I've lost my love for my own paintings...But.. you're different from me.You guys still keep that passion for art until the end...That's why I'm giving you this Art supplies kit...What the heck...I don't like painting...Then people started to praise me.I am free to paint whenever I want...But from that point on, It became less and less fun...The world of a painter is harsher than I expected.But I've finally realized...Then somehow, I began to paint more...I've decided that..Always go on and on about Passion this, Soul that...Before I hate my own paintings...At first, I paint purely for fun...Once you go through enough experiences..You want to quit, yet you don't...Sometime, I must bend my own policy.You will lose that passion for art...And before I knew it, I have already become a painter...It was a struggle to make ends meet...You'll get it eventually...It has stayed with me long enough....You're a bad example of a teacher....